Shaken

From the day I met you,
There's always been a spark.
Electricity consuming me,
You're my light within the dark.

There's something undiscovered,
But it's magnetic and alive,
A pulling force so powerful,
It's too hard to deny.

I know that I can't fall for you,
But it's too hard to be still,
So I'll just stand here shaken,
Tangled up in you.

Holding you is bittersweet,
I get such a rush,
Would it scare you if I told you,
This wasn't just a crush?

There's no way I'd risk it,
I'll keep this locked inside,
I'm just happy knowing,
You're always by my side.

Numb

Words falling upon deaf ears,
Banging on mirrored glass,
I can see straight through you
But me, you can't even hear


Bite my tongue and swallow
Words, back down where they belong
Like razor blades they've ripped and torn
So many scars, bled for way too long


I guess it could be loss of blood
That's turned my heart cold and numb
It's getting hard to feel again
Now you've decided I'm the one


How am I to trust someone,
That's turned me into stone...
You're asking me to love again
When you forced me to walk alone


This heart just can't be melted...
Don't think that I'll fold
You ask why I'm so different
I became numb in the cold.